clowns never laughed before

it is official. i am leaking out of my boobs!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

when you read about things that will/could happen, you never actually think that they are going to happen. I was sitting at the computer, thinking about the baby registry, and all of the sudden i feel wet. fucking gross is what it is. and then i look at my shirt and see that during the night it had obviously happened, cuz there were dried spots of baby juice.

i can’t wait to spend the next year leaking all over myself. awesome.

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and on a completely unrelated topic… PANIC AND FALL OUT BOY WERE AMAZING.

since the two played with blink 182, i’m guessing they had to play more upbeat songs, and they both picked all of the good songs they have, so it was excellent!  AND the singer from panic came out to sing with FOB and they sang ‘dont stop believin’ by journey… and the entire crowd sang along… best song ever.

blink was good, but i havn’t really listened to them since i was 15 or so… and most of the fans that were there, were there to see blink… and most of them were teenagers… which would but them at about 6 years old when blink was really popular around here… even though they’ve been playing for 20 years.

i guess it’s the same as the misfits/ramones/80’s punk…. most people that listen to that now weren’t even born when it came out.

*highlight of the evening* travis barker had his drum kit hooked to wires and for the encore, they strapped him in, and lifted him up and the fucking thing was spinning around and swaying back and forth, up and down…. coolest thing i have seen in a long time. he made the entire show… i would rather have just listened to him drum that listen to the other two talk about fucking each other’s dads… etc. maybe when i was 15… and they were not as close to 40 as they are…………..

amy and i stopped at the cannon ball… and got to see becky’s mom. woohoo. and i was afraid she gave me food poisoning with the undercooked chicken… but i’m alive, so i think it was ok.

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the school still hasn’t completed my finacial aid information, so as of now i can’t buy any books… and since they are going to cost around $900… i’m pretty sure that i’m screwed, cuz the book deferment will only cover up to $500 in books/accesories.

2 classes don’t start until october/november so i can wait with those… but all the rest need to be bought BY MONDAY! i am broke, as always… and i refuse to use my credit card until i have atleast half of the balance paid off… so i am fucked. i’ve looked on amazon.com but those are nearly as expensive as the ones in the store… not really a deal.

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house business is still sucking. nothing from the realtor who was "happy to help in our search of a home" but hasn’t gotten back to me since monday. since i’m not buying the house that he is selling, he really doesn’t give a shit.

if i hear nothing by tomorrow. i’m done. done with him anyway. i know how to use the telephone, and i can call another realtor that would like to sell a house… except the house i’m looking at is a husband/wife duo… kinda weird?

we shall see………