Woman got beat up outside my door just now

 Girl got ass beat out my door 

 
So my last entry I mentioned the fighting between two girls. 
 
Well I than heard running down the stairs and banging on my door and my cat growling. 
 
So I ran to the door I thought someone was trying to break in. I looked out my peephole and a girl was  on the ground getting beat up. She was screaming for someone to help her. 
 
Than she got dragged into the stairwell as I am the apt closest to the stairwell and she got beat more. 
 
Than three other women followed behind and one woman went " yeah bitch stop fucking her up stop she’s a little girl and I will fuck you up, fuck with me bitch and leave her alone" the other woman started yelling at the woman and than security and cops came. 
 
It was scary my mind was racing because for a second I was the only one closest to the beat down. But I don’t know anyone in this building but for a second I wanted to take a pole and start beating the woman in the head to get her off the other woman who wasn’t fighting back but I controlled my impulses because that would be stupid and I don’t want retaliation from anyone in this building. 
 
Anyways cop came tool statements woman doesn’t wanna press charges but I talked to security guard and says I’m now a fucking witness possibly but I am not going to say shit I don’t think. I can’t let shit come down on me I don’t know anyone in this building just me so I will just be out tomorrow I guess. 
 
I felt bad for the woman but I also knew she had people there who jumped in and were defending her. 
 
So yeah. 
 
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I just might be next beat down. 
 
This is what happens in my building apparently. It was on the news before for this type of shit. 
 
Feel kind of stuck sometimes, I want a better life not harassment and beat downs in the hall. 
 
I didn’t get away from my abusive boyfriends and family to this abused apt complex for this bullshit at 11 pm. 
 
But what the fuck can I do? 
 
Woman dying few weeks ago. Now more fights. The drama never ends in my life. All I want is peace but I feel stuck for now. 
 
I guess right now there are no easy answers, I am not in the clear yet. I am not safe yet. My "haven" is still a hell… 
 
Still jail like mentality at times. 
 
I am past this. I want more than this shit.