what makes it easier to stop?

 working on the insides

because the outside of me

is fine with me

i only look in the mirror so much to see if I am still there

and if I am still there

where?

I need to ground myself

and tell some people in my life 

to go fuck off

I need to hold my head up high 

and just walk away

Accept my so called flaws 

for the person i am

theres nothing wrong with me

i am going to be okay

anyone who says differently 

really doesnt know how strong and beautiful you really are

a simple acceptance about people 

is sometimes so hard

you try so much

only to be let down 

beat down and scarred

enjoy the moment you have left

dont worry about what comes next

because life is so huge

and you are a star

warrior of this life

here to learn the lessons

and spread the messages

things will get better 

you will know when alls alright

keep marching on

towards all the good things

toward the hopeful light