thrown under the bus

so i got into a fight with my sister the other day. i am mad at her because there was this family event of my aunts that we were all supposed to go to but my dad was going to bring his 21 year old girlfriend and i really felt uncomfortable going with her around and i was going to ride up with my sister instead of my dad but my sister really didnt want to go for the same reason so i emailed my aunt to tell her my reason truthfully but my sister told me to tell them she was sick instead. its not my place to say something she didnt want to so i did.

i talked to her last night and she was saying that oh i shouldnt use dad for money and act all cool about the situation last time i saw him but than use it as an excuse to not go to a family function that i didnt want to go to. but she was being a hypocrite and i said to her well did you tell him or anyone the REAL reason you didnt go? than she backtracks and says no she really was sick and blah blah blah which is bullshit because she wanted to go shopping with me that DAY instead. so i said you threw me under the bus to which she denied and says whatever…not able to defend herself.. i was just so angry at that point i just hung up.

than my aunt messages me and says i think you should explain to your cousin (shes 8 years old) why you didnt come to her event she was looking for you and you never came. she was basically just being a snarky bitch who obviously doesnt give a shit about anything but her own agenda. i really dont know how to respond to it all. i was telling the truth thats more than my sister can say.

my dads talking shit to my sister about me saying i am USING him for money and i have no right to say anything about his life which so what if i ask him for money i never see him and if it bothers him so much he can stop doing it like he is emotionally. which isnt true i call him all the time just to talk more than my sister and brother combined because he really doesnt have much in him other than monney to give. he was never around when i was younger always cheating on my mom,he was violent and abusive and a drug dealer and he woulld take off for days lleavving me and everyone else to clean up the messes he left behind dealing with people threatening to kill him and damanding money and baliffs and cops re possesing his stuff and aresting him every 2nd day. pathetic. ugh i am so fed up with all of them i really am.