Sushi time

 Sushi 

 
So tommorow is school orientation. I. Am excited for it. It’ll be a chance to meet the people who I will be spending the next right months with. I I’d a similar program two years ago and I realize how tight u can get with people in the process. It’s a small class and it will be people like me. Lived a life of hard knocks, fucked around in the process, life got even more fucked up than you say fuck it I want off this ride and decide to get your shit together. 
 
So it’ll be interesting. It’s a whole day thing with lunch provided and I am just going to go in there with a good attitude and see how it goes. Maybe meet some cool people. See what this years going to be all about! I got grants and all the loans approved pretty much so I am ready! 
 
I am dying for sushi. I have a full fridge but am craving sushi. I was going to go to all you can eat sushi on my own but I’m too tired and broke for that. So I am just going to pick some up at the grocery store in a bit I think if I can pick my ass up. 
 
I was tanning all day at the beach. I am burned bad on my back I was trying to tan my legs so that they don’t look so pasty and shit. I under estimated the heat today and felt like I was going to have sun stroke or pass out or something so I went home after a few hours. Sand is fucking hot its almost too hot for the beach. 
 
Glad to be home. Still heartbroken and having a hard time sleeping. 
 
I just keep on telling myself time is the best healer in this case. I got no closure from him except basically don’t talk to me again, lady and any contact is met with fucking silence. 
 
So I just need space and time and business really. I don’t really want a new guy or anything just friends and good times and anticipation for good things.