Job search madness

 Job searching 

 
So I went job searching. Handed out about 6 resumes. Minus one dickhead. 
 
I went into this store I had been into before because they said they were hiring and I wanted to get O something maybe or just look at it anyways. So I asked about the beads first and the store associate or the manager or whoever it was I was talking to was a head case. Blathering on about how there are so many good deals and how he suggests I buy the most expensive statue and get the second one free. I was just kind of laughing or whatever at that point. Than I told him I’m looking for something he said they were hiring for event staff for festivals and that sounded alright until he started grilling me in the store and trying to trip me up sort of. Than he asks me from one being a librarian to ten being a comedian where would I rate myself? Wtf? I said is there supposed to be a right answer to this question to which he says yes. And I repeat the question and than I’m like I don’t like that question and he goes ok bye than! I leave and am muttering to myself what a weirdo. Who asks that to someone? 
 
Whatever their loss.
 
Another friend of mine today when I said I am going to pick up a bottle of wine said I shouldn’t do it and should save my money. Excuse me? First of All they aren’t close to me and 2nd of all they wouldn’t be the first person I go to for money advice. So all The stress built up today plus him being rude and I told him off. Telling him to mind his own business he gets all defensive and doesn’t back down. 
 
Fusterating. O hasn’t called me really. I feel really alone. 
 
Just been writting poetry job searching and watching all the seasons of breaking bad. 
 
I have a major head heaviness today and headache. Very stressed out and tired. Unemotional though  I feel like I am just going through the motions 
 
I feel like an alien on this earth sometimes