Its Okay to be happy!

I just got the greatest news today and I was afraid to me happy about it! My wise voice just told me its okay to be fucking happy! I deserve it for all the shit I have been through in my life. Things will not come crashing down and if they do I can handle it because I am a strong capable person. Its okay to feel positive emotions! I worry so much about things to the point where it is ridiculously funny at times. Its okay to laugh at those fears too and make light of them. Above all I just wanted to make this note to myself it is okay to be happy, its okay to be joyous it is okay to be excited its okay to feel positive emotions! Its okay to smile.

Something good happened to me today and I am not afraid and I am happy about it! Not many people can or have shared in my joy but I am happy for myself extremely happy, this is my wish come true!!! !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1

YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY