its not right but is ok

so life goes on. the job didnt follow through. it still might i will hear in a few weeks i guess but i am not betting on it really. my grief over it is gone and i am thinking about just taking a break to have fun for a bit and work on myself and really ask myself what do I really wanna do with my life? I mean I love helping people and was always thinking that i would go back to finish my degree in social work just because i find it so facinating really. but when it comes down to being an actual therapist i mean that really depends. i cannot see myself actually conselling really. but i would really like to help people out in a more non evasive way. like empowering people with challenges through the arts as way of placing their energy in something positive and creative instead of just dwelling or talking all the time about their problems and challenges. i mean i think its important to talk about those things in a supportive enviroment but i think we all need a break from it and to feel like we are competent and talented people. i know its what helps me.