If you were around

 Dedicated to my dad 

If you were around now 
I would laugh in your face 
You said you got karma 
All I would do is want to harm ya 
 
But if you were around now
Chances are I wouldn’t see that low to the ground 
With my head so high 
 
I can’t see in the dark 
I am walking in the light 
With my eyes wide 
And my spirit so bright 
 
I don’t think I would say thanks 
But I would DEFINATELY not ask why 
Whatever reasons you could give 
Would never justify 
 
I can’t and won’t forget what you have done 
And it won’t make me a nun 
Can’t seem to forgive 
It’s not my job 
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My career is to live my life despite 
Not because 
To love 
To breathe 
Appreciate what I have left 
Without you breathing down my neck 
Wondering everyday what would happen next 
 
The blood we share 
I don’t care 
Doesn’t define me 
Can’t make me into you 
Unhappy 
Sappy 
Feeling sorry 
Wolf playing the victim 
I see through 
I can just roll my eyes 
Take a sigh 
Brush off the lies 
 
Your not my problem no more 
Banished from breathing the air 
I’ve turned my back 
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I’ve put you on mute 
Turned you off 
I’m on a different channel 
Different vibe 
One without you in my life