If You Really Knew Me…

If You really knew me

You would know that I am terrified of being alone

Sometimes shady company seems better than

Lying awake in this bed all cold

Sometimes I wake up terrified

The flashbacks of the past

Comming back to bite me in the ass

I feel so unsafe

But what can I do?

In the end its all on me

To make sure I am okay

Sometimes I just wanna be bad

But my conscious gets in the way…

to be continued….