Hair done nails done

 New hair 

 
So I got a hair cut and color I feel good and feel like a new person anyways.
 
Tomm I am going to an info session for a program for women experienced domestic violence go to school for a six month business admin course to get jobs in reception secretarial type thing. It’s a free full time course and everything is paid for. I am interested so I am going to go to the info thing and see if its worth the while I feel I need to gain some confidence and network before I go job searching life has been tough on me lately lots of let downs and negativity and negative hostile people and the romance department sucks lately too full of douche guys. 
 
I am also planning on moving I don’t know where or when but hopefully fucking soon, I can’t take the bitches in this building and bullshit. I fucking hate being thrown in with other women who have been abused like we are all the same. We are not and unfortunately many of us keep repeating the same bullshit the abusers did so they haven’t learned. Most don’t seem to want better for themselves I do, I am young I haw my whole life ahead of me I want something more out of life besides being "protected" and cheap rent. My apt is beautiful dont get me wrong i appreciate what the organization has done for me but I don’t appreciate being fucked over again by a toxic enviroment cattiness and just same shit different day with people who are not related to me. Fuck that. So hopefully I can move fucking soon, we will see…..if there’s a will there’s a way. 
 
I also wanna join the group life coaching thing for three months its online and it seems pretty cool. It’s not too expensive but a part of me wants to like try it out before I pay or pay little less before I commit. Not sure why I guess it’s still money and I don’t wanna feel ripped off or whatever or what of the ppl are just like not a good fit I don’t know I am struggling w the decision. But I to her by Friday I will know. Doesn’t seem like many ppl have joined yet either so I wanna wait until more people have joined. I had a phone interview with her and the vibes were pretty good and its only 100 a month but I dunno. I’ve never done something like this before so I don’t know. 
 
Anyways I love my hair. I bought so cool fabric to make these cool scarves and I am thinking of selling them they are so awesome looking.  
 
That’s all for now.