Glass houses

 My life is full of emotionally unavailable cruel people

 
Tried to catch up with a friend and she blasted me for standing up for myself and calling her out on not getting back to me several times. 
 
She insulted me for being on disability, and getting finacial "support" from my family.  Which I am not and it was so horrible I snapped and called her a fucking c$nt. 
 
Than she went on about how classy I am. This is a woman who calls black people n$ggers, lies cheats manipulates, fights all the time with people 
 
I told her that she has always been so classy hasn’t she? 
 
This is the friend that I confided in about my personal life, who I guess pretended she cared than insulted my family behind my back. 
 
She’s not a fucking friend she’s an enemy and I am glad to get rid of her but not before telling her great of a "friend" she has been to me over the years….. 
 
She acted like an angel and very ignorantly said she works two jobs full time and I have never had to do that in my entire life so I wouldn’t know. And how is she ignorant? She said I will say it with pride again. 
 
She thinks she’s so fucking better than me. 
 
The truth hurts but at least I know where she stands. She used to rant and rave about people on welfare a d disability but not me though… I deserved it I am honest about it. 
 
Yeah yeah. Fucking bullshit 
 
It hurts that she has such a small mind I told her how deeply offended I was and that we will see where her small mind will get her. 
 
That unless she is in my shoes she has no idea what I go through and I don’t feel I need to even re iterate the hell I went through for the honour of $500 dollars and less sometimes a month. 
 
Very small mind it makes me sad but that person is not someone I want to deal with. They don’t understand me and don’t want to. 
 
She goes on to say I don’t know HER life and her shoes. I never judged her though I never told her that she has is easy either. 
 
This all started from me wanting to say whats up 
 
Whatever 
 
Taking out the trash never felt so good…….
 
It hurts but at the same time it good to know who truely cares and know the deeps of people’s selfishness and narrow mindedness 
 

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August 7, 2013

Wow! You are better off without her. I’ve never understood how people could use what someone tells them in confidence, to hurt them with it later. That’s just evil. Sorry you had to go through that. *hugs*