Cut off fucking broke

 Cut off 

 
Cut off for now from abusive mother 
 
Need $$ for phone bill, prolly should cancel cable, food
 
I’m pretty fuxked. Unless I suck up to her and repeat the cycle of abuse over and over and over again 
 
It’s so tiring and hard 
 
And it hurts when people just think its so easy just get a job, this and that. 
 
No jobs to be had. My self esteem is in the toilet. I’m hardly sleeping well or eating well. And u want me to get a job? 
 
I can’t even afford to travel to the job. 
 
Friends have turned away from me. Won’t and can’t help. 
 
Fuck them. Fuck me for living 
 
All I gotta do is pray I guess 
 
Pray for a miracle