my recent life

It’s been a long time since I last updated my entry.  Want to resume writing for so long but I was so disappointed by the loss of the previous entries because of the Hacker attack on 11th Sept which really discouraged me from wriiting.  How can such thing happened?  How can we believe our entries could be destroyed?  Entries were not important but the memories of lives. No one could help me to get it back even myself.

Just visit a friend’s OD and saw a Japanese title which made me a bit upset.  There was nothing wrong with the title, it was a matter of me as I have just quitted Japanese after learning for more than 5 years.  Well, it was a big decision to me.  It is not what I want but I have no choice.  My work doesn’t allow me and there are other reaons to make me quit.  I was so sad when I knew I have to quit after seeing my exam result which was so good that I could promote to year 3.  Well, I remember someone ever told me this, it’s important to start a thing but it’s more important to know when to stop.  I guess everything should have a time to finish.  Maybe it happens to me now. Sigh!  When I look at the Japanese words, I’m just thinking is it really the time to say goodbye to Japanese? 

Anyway, Christmas is near and I guess I should be happy.  My holiday will start from 23th to 2nd Dec.  So far I don’t have much planning, will probably go out for movie and take ugly pictures on Christmas eve.  Then I will be at home for the rest of the holiday.  I want to call up friends and mother but I guess I just can’t go out everyday but staying here is not fun… headache. Anyway, merry christmas to everyone.