Dreams

It has been several weeks since I last logged in and wrote my diary. I am fine these weeks, my work is okay. I just have some bad dreams recently, feeling so depressed by the time I woke up. Although the dreams were gone, it seemed that they come to my real life which is so terrible.

Last night, I dream that I went to visit one of my friend who studied abroad in Japan. She showed me her Japanese notes and taught me how to remember the sounds. I admired her so much that she could study abroad. Then I met her teacher who was a guy. This guy was answering all of my questions about studying abroad, then we came to be very very close like lovers. Oh no!

I told this to my friend and then my friend told me all the students here did fall in love with this teacher before, and that was why they all listen to him and obey him and behave so well (because they are ex-lovers). Oh, it was so terrible and crazy to have such a play boy teacher, wasn’t it? Then I woke up.

Haha, it was a silly dream with studying crossovering love in a foreign place. What a silly story! I have to admit that I wish to study abroad to acquire better languages, but the reality doesn’t allow me to do so. I am not young anymore, not a teenager under 20 or 20 something, and I have my family to take care of which is the biggest concern.  I’d better leave my dream come true in my second life, if there is any.