1. My friend Yee

Yesterday was an uneasy day, gotta to be the uneasiest day in this new year holiday. I know why and I know I’ll overcome it when today comes.

I finally get back to my work this morning. Thought it is a teacher professional day which we don’t need to teach nor get involve in student’s problems, getting back to work itself is not a good thing though. We had meetings in the morning and afternoon about the theory thing. 

But apart from this, I got a happy time sharing and talking with my colleagues. Getting back to work after a long holiday is like giving me a chance to meet an old friend. We sit down to talk and to share our holiday lives. I feel that I really need someone to listen to and share my feelings with, maybe I am afraid of being lonely. I would like to have people just share with me, get to know how I feel deep inside and to understand me, then I will be happy and satisfied. And today is just a good day to do that.

Well here, I would like to write about my dearest friends. Actually I am planning to write a letter to them here, but I am not sure how many entries I can make about them, maybe only a few because I’ve got a few friends only.

Dear Yee,

Do you know when we first met each other? It has been about three years ago. We like to talk and share our feelings in our every busy day.  You always like to say that we are quite alike and belong to the same type. We like to hide yourself, to be alone and not to be exposed. We don’t want to get along with those we are not familiar with. We don’t like hi and bye friends. We are true and sincere to friends, we share the same point of views and values. I especially like what you said "We’re safe to tell secrets".

I am so happy to meet you all these years. I remember we have a lot of happy moments together like the Disneyland Trip and the recent Tai O trip. We had a very good time and I enjoy the trips very much with you. We took pictures together, talked and shared our inner feelings which I do not usually expose so deeply to the others.

Thank you for being with me everyday. Without you, I know my job will be getting very hard and uneasy.  No one shares with me, understands me, and I will be very lonely and feel isolated. You know I really hate to be isolated. I need friends to be with me, to support me, coz I am a weak girl, very weak from the bottom of my heart. I am grateful to meet such a good friend like you in the working place. Thanks for being my friend. Hope we can carry on to support each other to pass through all the difficulties and problems that we encounter in the future.

Ayako