What do you do when you give up 30+ years of work?

I can’t do it anymore. For 30+ years I have tried to make the world a better place. I was okay with the name calling, losing friends over differences of opinion that were built on half-truths and misinformation.
People are just beyond saving at this point. Everyone has their breaking point, the events of the last few days were mine.
Emotions are coming up that I wasn’t expecting, sadness, disappointment, heartbreak.
Now, I am this empty shell with nothing to do, no legacy to leave, I’m a coward who walked away from their life’s purpose.
Everyone runs through life blissfully unaware of what’s happing around them. Most wouldn’t care even if they were told. What has happened to humanity and the human spirit?
I really do hope one day there are military tribunals and those who have committed acts of sedition and treason are hung.
I also don’t care anymore, if people want satanic paedophiles to rule over them, so be it.
Believe what you want people, it doesn’t matter because most of you have no fucking clue what’s truly happening. Cognitive dissidence dictates you wouldn’t believe it anyway.
I’m done.
MJG