Been locked out since Dec. 29th

Sunday, December 31st, 2017

I’ve been locked out of my diary since Friday night.  This is incredibly frustrating.  I’ve emailed support but don’t expect anything to happen over New Years weekend.  Hopefully, by tomorrow, it’s back up and running.

I had three dreams about Medhia this morning.  In each iteration, she was slightly healthier but still sick.

I didn’t cry or get upset seeing her that way because I knew they were dreams.  But, it was also nice to see her and get to pet her.  I miss her a lot.  She should be home soon.  I still have no idea where to place her urn.

Monday, January 1st, 2018

As of 10:58 a.m. I’m still locked out.  It doesn’t matter if I try and reset my password, it keeps going back to the log in screen.  I’ve even cleared my cache which sucks because now I have to re-enter some information on various sites.  I should probably set my browser automatically clear my cache anyways for security reasons.

Tuesday, January 2nd, 2018

I’ve been locked out; again, for a couple of days.  I emailed support but didn’t expect an answer until today or tomorrow since this was a holiday weekend.

Just after I emailed The Diary Master, my password reset finally worked.  I don’t know how many I tried, but it was at least once a day.

After my shower tonight, I was looking at Gizmo’s urn and started getting really sad and missing Medhia.  Her nest is still by my bed. I haven’t gone to that side of the room since Dec 21st.

Overall life is getting back to as normal as could be after her leaving us.  She should be home soon.  The vet said her urn should arrive within two weeks.  This Friday will be two weeks.  Wow, the time has gone fast.

My treadmill came today.  Being me, I went for the manual one as opposed to powered.  I fully understand why people hate the treadmill.  It took some getting used to.  Plus, it’s so much harder of a workout.  I would typically do two hours or more on an electric one going about 2.5 miles an hour.

With this one, my first attempt was a broken up 10 min of walking over a 45 min period. My second attempt of the day lasted about 20 minutes before I had to stop.  Now, my legs are like jelly trying to walk up stairs.

Not a lot has really happened in my life since my last entry.

The days are getting easier without Medhia.

Tigger went through a phase where she wouldn’t stop meowing and wander around the house.  It started on the 30th of Dec, 2017 and ended on the 1st of January 2018.  I suspect she realized that Medhia was no longer here and was mourning her loss.  They were never close but did spend 15 years together.    Not a day would go by where Medhia would hiss at her sister.

One of the nice things since Medhia left is that I no longer have to worry about her stealing socks, boxers and other stuff out of the laundry baskets.