Becoming an emotional mess

Above – This little guy stares at me all day long. He looks like a creepy hairy alien who want’s to steal all my peanuts.

After seeing the photo, I posted yesterday of Medhia from Dec 2016; I now notice how fragile she has become. Combine that with her now struggling sometimes to keep her balance when jumping down and walking on unstable surfaces is breaking my heart.
She is starting to look skinny and sick. It’s hard to write this paragraph without becoming teary-eyed.
I try very hard to stay positive, but the fact is she is in late stage kidney disease, blind, and a few other minor issues. Sometimes I forget she’s 81 cat years. She’s old and deserves pampering with her few months/years left to live.
On the advice of @m_4, I thought I would try Imgur today. It turns out I can’t even register for the site. I’ve tried a few different combinations, and every time it freezes at the register/redirect screen. It’s been sitting there a white blank screen for hours. If the refresh is activated, it takes me back to the login screen.
So, I decided just to save the photo at 8 MB.
I decided to try LightRoom today; since it came with the package, and it is relatively easy for quick adjustments. If it were used yesterday, time would have been cut in half. Plus it’s non-destructive which saves space on the server.
It was nice to have @TheDiaryMaster leave a not asking about the problem I had yesterday.
It wasn’t OD2’s fault. Between my bad mood, Flickr doing everything in its power to stop me from using it, and then seeing the strange way the entry saved; well, I lost my cool.
I’m also working with a mouse that has a broken left leg. Every time I click it’s a guess as to what will happen.

MJG

“for I have sworn upon the altar of god eternal hostility against every form of tyranny over the mind of man.” ~ Thomas Jefferson