Recent Entries

• Apologies

  June 3, 2011

  My repeat song...Yesterday he said my eyesWere fading fast awayI said well what do you expectYou asked me not to stay and if it had all been for the bestI wouldn't feel this wayAnd he saidOh he said it's crazyHow love stays with meYou know it hurts meCause I don't wanna fight this warIt's amazing...

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• Venting

  June 1, 2011

  So for months now I have tried this whole happy go lucky, I'm gonna give it a chance...mood. Well....I met a nice girl. Her name is Shauna. I can't believe how much we actually have in common. She makes me smile and laugh and just look at everything with a possibility. I feel like I…

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• 05/17/2011

  May 16, 2011

  So I wrote this a week ago when I was at work. I am having such a hard time here no knowing anybody and just trying to get through each day and then with my ex g/f being a total bitch I just can't seem to escape. But...this is pretty much how I feel :-/It's…

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• 04/21/2011

  April 20, 2011

  If you hear this on the radioThen we've already said our last goodbyeI won't be there when you get homeBy now there's someone else that hears you cryI wonder if he holds you like I didI hope that he can love you betterCause we were everything that's right at the wrong timeI didn't want to…

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• Be Mine

  April 17, 2011

  I was sinkingwhen you pulled me from the depthsand you were drinkingwhen we sat down on the the stepsand you said, girl, i've been trying to beall the things that I swear you can seenow we're waitingfor the next best thing to comethey say I'm crazywhen I mean to be enoughand I keep saying that&he...

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• 04/18/2011

  April 17, 2011

  "Make This Go On Forever"Please don't let this turn into something it's notI can only give you everything I've gotI can't be as sorry as you think I shouldBut I still love you more than anyone else couldAll that I keep thinking throughout this whole flightIs it could take my whole damn life to ma...

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• Breathing

  April 15, 2011

  I've realized lately that it takes more courage to let go than it does to hold on. I always thought I was doing the right thing by fighting for what I love, but when it is damaged and cannot be fixed, it takes more courage to move on from that and try to rebuild yourself.I…

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• Long Night

  March 22, 2011

  So...last night I had to call the cops on Jess. She came over after I blocked her on Facebook and on my phone. I just couldn't do it anymore. The insults, the childish behavior, her holding shit over my head. I just could not deal with the emotional abuse. She came over around 10 at…

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• Afraid

  March 18, 2011

  Why is it this is the first time I've ever been so safe but yet I feel the most afraid. I wish I could just cuddle up to someone and be held.

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