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• Collating new recipes

  May 9, 2012

  So I text the girl who was being arsey with me at work yesterday saying I was sorry if I had made things worse but that I was just trying to help and she has ignored me. My anxiety was quite bad before I text and so now it is through the roof. I'm planning…

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• Vertigo?

  May 8, 2012

  Im off sick today and not because I have a cold, I'm really dizzy for some reason. I'm fine just sitting in bed but moving my head or getting up makes me feel I'm on a boat. The internet has diagnosed me with Vertigo. I really hope it isn't that as from what I have…

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• Childhood depression?

  May 6, 2012

  Yesterday I woke up feeling very groggy. I went to pets at home to get some supplies I was running out of for the guinea pigs, I came home and played with them while Paul cleaned the cage out and then I felt really tired so I had a nap. I woke from my nap…

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• Me again

  May 4, 2012

  So, here I am again, back to writing in my diary when something in my life just isn't right. I'm hoping a good catch up will help me find what is wrong and how to fix it. I'm still working in admin, loving my job at the moment, always working overtime to get the extra…

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• Trojans!!

  May 1, 2011

  Had a massive stress out earlier. That stupid MS REMOVAL TOOL got my laptop and had me sat sorting it out and removing it. T'was pretty complicated. Once that was sorted we sat down and watched the first Camelot, which I wasn't impressed with, don't think I'll be watching the next one.  Had a mas...

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• Some Fish

  April 30, 2011

  Going through a spending phase at the moment. HUGE shame I don't have the money to afford everything I want. We bought some new fish for the aquarium today. Vinnie, Jwoww and snooki! Tacky I know! I've taken up ebay again. The bidding is so addictive! Pauls just playing xbox and I'm bored out of&...

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• Correct Punishment?

  April 29, 2011

  I wish I could be punished for failing to write in here. I normally turn to my diary when things are going bad and I can't handle all the bad thoughts in my head, but I got the urge yesterday and I wouldn't say I'm going through a bad time. Its been months as usual.…

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• Space and Pancakes

  January 14, 2011

  My hormones went mental lastnight. I lost it with Paul all over him putting off cooking tea. When I lose it, I need space instantly and Paul refuses to give it to me so I get out of control. The whole night was wasted on us arguing and him not leaving me alone to give…

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• Grump

  January 11, 2011

  I got it all confirmed today who my new team is and when it all starts changing. This Friday! It's such a good result. I can't believe it! I was in such a grumpy mood last night. I'm still exhausted from having flu and being back at work has wiped it out of me and…

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