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• Giving up things in life

  April 20, 2010

  Dear diary  Lately I have been very upset, I am uncertain about many things. I am really tired of everything, I am tired of my work, but I still don't have the confidence to leave to look for a new job, when will I have the courage to go through interviews and get a job? ...

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• How are you, all my love ones?

  December 19, 2009

  Dear diary Didn't write here for a long time. Today, I just like to write an entry, asking everyone, To all my love ones...how are you? Are you happy now? Are you blissful now? To all my most beloved ones, I love you... I miss you... This christmas feels especially lonely because I&nbsp...

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• Happy Birthday

  July 21, 2009

  Dear diary Happy birthday to you...Happy birthday to you...Happy birthday to you...Happy birthday to you. Singing a happy birthday song to myself. A birthday is supposedly to be a happy occasion but I don't know why I am really sad today. This birthday seems to be one of the very worst. Because i...

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• It’s been so long

  June 23, 2009

  Dear diary It's been so long. I realise I have known them for 1 year, and I have left them for almost 6 months. Although, it's like 6 months have passed by just like that, I can still remember everything with them so vividly. What I am glad now is at least I can let go…

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• Why is reality always so cruel?

  April 12, 2009

  Dear diary These few days are so heartbreaking for me. I feel that I don't really like my job as I should...yet I have to be thankful to have a job and I have to stick to this job no matter what because I have nowhere to go. I am deep miserable. How much I wish I can go b...

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• Let them go

  February 21, 2009

  Dear diary I finally passed my probation. I don't know why I suddenly feel so sad when I know that I have passed my probation. I should feel happy in fact but I just feel a tinge of sadness at that moment, oh what's coming into me? I think because it sort of "ends" my…

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• Chinese New Year

  January 23, 2009

  Dear diary Tomorrow is Chinese New Year eve again, but I don't know why this year feels really different, it doesn't seem like Chinese New Year is coming. Perhaps, I am missing my grandmother a little. I didn't do much spring cleaning, I didn't buy any new clothes, I didn't did much new year shop...

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• Emptiness

  January 23, 2009

  Dear diary This is what I am really feeling now. EMPTINESS! Unknowingly, I have started for my job for 2 months, and I have left NLB for ermmm.....exactly 2 months also. My probation will end in 1 month time. I don't know but actually I am quite afraid of everything in front of me. I…

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• Proposal Daikusen

  January 23, 2009

  Dear diary, Recently I just finished watching a really good Japanese drama called "Proposal Daikusen". It really moves my heart and makes me cry in almost every episode because it's so touching. After watching this drama, somehow it makes me learn to treasure the ones I love more. Curre...

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