This is about a girls struggle with life all aspects of it. I throw a lot of pity parties from what I've been told so this is a fair warning. I just find it a nice place to vent and ramble if need be. I take all advice to heart unless your out in left field with your notes, then I kindly toss it out the window but everything else, I try and fix if possible. Can't please everyone and I'm learning that right now the hard way !!!!

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April 16, 2018
So Im sitting at work and it's frustrating because a lot of the transportation's that are being requested are regular people. So I hate bugging them with basic information they already knew/know. So sometimes I won't ask them for it but thats when I get screwed because then we wont have their inf...
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  • Thinking back
    April 15, 2018
    So I'm sitting here thinking of, of course, the past. But what dawned on me was my previous mistakes were just myself getting in my own way. I've always doubted myself and don't think I can do anything. So all these attempts at jobs (I've had quite a few jobs sadly!) were awesome just my…
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  • Life has been complicated
    April 10, 2018
    so things have changed drastically since OD was gone. I'm finally happier then I've been in awhile which is nice to actually say. I still have my own personal issues but I know I can conquer a lot even at my lowest point.  I used to work with kids (which I miss dearly) but just…
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  • WOW it’s been awhile
    June 22, 2012
    I don't think I've wanted to write since I've had some drama but anyways, here's some good news...finally got a job! YAY! Have another interview just for the weekends Monday so maybe I will be working a full and a part time one. Also, finally got the $17,000 from sperm donor. We go...
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  • Need to update
    May 14, 2012
    So I graduate in about 3 weeks. Kinda scary if you ask me but it was fun! I like the girls in the class (we had one gentleman in the class but he was an older man and his mother passed away halfway through the class and she lived in Chicago so he decided to drop…
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  • Dreams
    April 23, 2012
    So last night I had two crazy ass dreams... First one, for some reason warden and I were living in a community where every 30 minutes lol they rang a bell and if your interested in having a date, you stand in this certain spot and if someone else is waiting on their spot, you either…
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  • Court on Thursday
    April 14, 2012
    Okay before I say anything....I am happy and irritated at the moment (no nothing new!). So I go to court Thursday, thankfully, I am second in line so after roll is called and the litagations are taken care of and one case, I was called upon and he remembered me this time. This is a good...
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  • Yesterday
    April 10, 2012
    So I got a letter, well a court document basically asking the judge read the letter I already submitted. Quite confusing the WHOLE process if you ask me but it's like he's already read it, why do I need to fill the form out just for you to re-read the letter and approve it. And the…
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  • Rejected!
    April 5, 2012
    So I called the courts and the letter was rejected....I am done with this case and I don't want to do anymore which I may not. IDC anymore. I have wasted enough energy and time on this and really for what? I tried my best to do this, she knows she has to pay I have run ou...
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  • Drama Drama Drama
    April 4, 2012
    So both subpoenas got denied. Thankfully I got a letter for each one to show the judge I'm not sitting on my ass. However, I did have to write a regular note, hoping to get a signature from the judge to get the documents. And really, I don't want to documents, the judge is asking…
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