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• Where else can I turn….. when things suck

  January 17, 2013

  Another day of drama and I come crawling back to OD to get it off my chest..... As always Dennis has to cause some drama in my life to make life a little more interesting.... So back in Sept. Don't think I wrote about it as it was one of  thos e not again moments I was…

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• A toast…..

  December 23, 2012

      As I kow my in laws are at my not so favorite brother and sister in laws house. Toasting to their son and brother . I sit home thinking about him.   To my late HUSBAND A Toast to him. I miss you buddy this holiday season. With all the death and dispair this holiday&he...

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• The Past……come back

  September 13, 2012

  So I have a job that I give people advice about there life's too and this little thing has been bugging me all day and I shouldn't.  Its in the past and them knowing it I know helps other people.  I was over hearing a coworker about a "baby" that would fall...

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• Blaming 3 yrs olds

  August 4, 2012

  I wrtoe this part Father's Day Wow !!  I don't beleive I didn't write about this story before. ....  I called on Father's Day my FIL and didn't get an answer several times during that day.   I was a bit pissed as I have to go see everybody on moth...

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• Done….

  April 18, 2012

  All over my facebook they are giving there condolences to my one friend.  The one I was talking about. She passed away.   I'm sad. Its hard.  Even though she was a pain in the ass she was still entertaining enough that I didn't mind her calling and talking to her for hour...

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• Watching the Trainwreck

  April 10, 2012

  Everyday I look  at facebook to see  the news on my friend.  To see how she's doing and were we are at with everything.   I feel like its watching a train wreck.  You know its coming in almost slow motion. It's pretty much coming from the time the doctor se...

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• Had to see….

  April 4, 2012

  I let bygone's be bygone's.   I know at least I was there for her.  I know the past is the past and nothing can change it.  I could be petty and say well she wasn't there when I had my son but I was at her mother's funeral.   Time marches on and well we have…

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• Toxic Friend/Guilty Conscience/Grave Diagnosis

  April 2, 2012

  I have written to no end the adventures of the toxic friend in my life, about us going to school, her talking to me and all the stuff she's promised me and the money she owes me.  She's popped in and out of my life in the last few years and was not that frequent…

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• Dust in the Wind

  December 7, 2011

    I've been feeling compelled to write..... For the last couple of weeks at least once more like 2-3 times a week on the way home from work I've heard that song and I think of Rich. I heard it on our anniversary as I past the cemetary.  It s been in my hear t…

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