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• A catastrophic end to a week of stress

  March 20, 2009

  My essay got done on time. Reading it back later once I'd printed and submitted I found a very obviously forgotten about and undeveloped point but I don't care too much, it was otherwise a good essay. Or so I think. I don't think I failed anyway. Thursday morning (evening was spent rehearsing for...

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• Music makes us human. Discuss.

  March 16, 2009

  is essentially my essay title. I always want to write in here when I have an essay due the next day. Is it the stress of the deadline that makes me feel the need to decant some emotion onto a page so I can forget it and come back to it later? Or just an…

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• Decisive action

  March 8, 2009

  So I'm tired of sitting around and waiting for things to happen. The following is a list of things I am in the process of doing to get my life back-the-fuck on-track and to stop being a whiny, moping, miserable git, which is what I am being unfailingly at the moment these days. * I'm…

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• Not insomnia, per se

  February 4, 2009

  My new year's resolution is to not whine in each new diary entry about how long it's been since I wrote one and how gosh, I should really do it more often. (This has obviously been a very successful resolution.) I think it's entirely fair to assume that I will write in here sporadically at…

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• Procrastination only makes you feel worse anyway.

  October 19, 2008

  No, Rebecca. No. Quarter past midnight on a Tuesday morning in the middle of a large Independent Study Tasksheet on J.S. Bach's over-2-hours-long "Mass in B Minor" that needs to be in in a matter of hours and will take you about twice as long as you have to complete it is NOT, NOT, I…

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• And lo! The cycle repeats.

  May 24, 2008

  Silly updating, much? I think I enjoy sitting down here and typing when I have a stream of consciousness to document, and not so much when I don't, which is perfectly fine, I guess. But I'd still like to keep this as updated as possible. Unfortunately I picked the worst time in the world to…

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• Big fat chuck-out.

  May 20, 2008

  Gone back and deleted about 90% of diary entries from back when I was a young and silly person, keeping a select few that amused me. I hate reading back about what I was like at that age. I hate thinking about that age in general; I started my OD at a ridiculous point in…

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• Good GRIEF.

  May 18, 2008

  I forgot I had this. Hi! Uhm, gosh, where to start. It's been an extraordinarily long time since I updated this; I'm tempted to delete and start again. Except I won't. Because as far as recent(!) updating behaviours have shown, I'll just forget about this again and write sporadically at best. I t...

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• A concise account of the past 2 years.

  May 18, 2008

  Actually, disregard that last entry, I don't see myself going to bed any time soon, despite it being like half past three or some daft shit. I feel a brief update is in order. I left Runshaw College in June last year with an A in Performance Studies, and Bs in English Language & Literature,&h...

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