from a big city living a suburban nightmare.

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Solo dolo..

January 6, 2021
im living in this sadness, im not sure what this is. it comes in waves. Am i a ocean? i think coming to a realization that i am a just anxious by nature. i dont ever remember a time where i was really fully comfortable and at ease. it just seems as though i'm lost.…
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