Recent Entries

• The End

  February 5, 2014

   I can't believe it. I guess I also can't believe it didn't happen sooner.   I've been here for a long, long time and now it's ending. Even though I haven't written in here in ages, I still wonder if there are any ghosts that might be haunting around in last few hours.  Come find&h...

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• A Year

  December 15, 2009

  I just went back and read my entires from this last year-  a pathetic handful, really.   So much has changed and I am the happiest I've ever been in my entire life. I don't even know what else to say. I've been in the Bay Area for a year and this is it, this…

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• a good kill

  April 10, 2009

  each of my buttons are a cell block when im cold and you are warm like a dozing oven. you cant undress me any slower and it punishes my shivering spine and our melting restraint. there is a taste on my tongue an anticipation where i wonder if your mouth is peachy, like the skin…

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• seasons

  March 7, 2009

  the loss of you leaves a hole in the center of my chest where i can hear wings beating and summer waiting. i have no more endless days and the daylight we are saving adds up to an hour where i am cold without you wondering how you could have saved me from wrong turns…

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• Turning My Back

  February 3, 2009

  I have been staying out late every night and navigating home by the light of stars and bridges. This feels continental and young, my body is tighetning and shifting back into old jackets. I roll back my office chair and examine the Golden Gate from my 31st story window. It is red, as always, and&...

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• dawn

  January 3, 2009

  I made it to San Francisco, my goal of the last 5 years is now complete. Now I just need: 1. To be offered a job from one of the five interviews that I have this week 2. To get a parking permit 3. To unpack Hoory. Welcome 2009.

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• Orange Blossoms

  December 26, 2008

  My life fits in alarmingly sized boxes and bins. I am almost packed, all day tomorrow and a few hours Monday night should do it. I am: nervous excited scared displaced My family are being absolute asses, which is no surpirse because I give them the benefit of the doubt that they wont be and…

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• Absentr

  December 13, 2008

  Forgive me. Its the holidays and Im getting ready to move. I still log in and read all y'alls diaries but I havent had time to write. Thank you for your notes, please keep leaving them even though I am super-lame with cheese on top. My life is being sorted into boxes and seperated into…

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• And Another Thing

  October 25, 2008

  So, occasionally I have moments of extreme...um..psychicness? I guess that is the word for it. I cant predict when these patterns will increase, change or stop (as they have, sometimes for several months in a row). I cant control it and sometimes they are very, very uncomfortable. The past couple...

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