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• snow hen

  January 5, 2013

    if ever i could play cello i would dream to play with melora

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• happy

  March 8, 2012

    Joey & I at LOOP January 19th

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• esnesnon

  February 14, 2012

   you saved me in my sleep i called out your name he was trying to hurt me, kissing me deeply and pushing through painful thorns, bushes he was mad  because he wanted me all of a sudden because he couldnt have me but you saved me i felt so awful and guilty and torn up…

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• 6 string 4 string

  February 8, 2012

  why do i want to hurt you? i think about it everyday how you would never find out all the things i could do how i could wrench that heart so safe in your ribcage i could destroy you effortlessly but why am i doing this? i have no rhyme or reason from what i…

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• Do you miss me misery?

  January 17, 2012

  Last night we slow danced to Dean Martin and Frank Sinatra in his bedroom, he sang to me. I cannot stop smiling since he has been in my life. Waking up seeing his eyes upon opening mine, and just wrapping around him, its amazing. Such a simple pleasure. I hope all of the ends meet…

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• i know this is going to make me seem crazy,

  January 8, 2012

   i sang with owls in the forest tonight. and some other birds, or animals that were hiding in the deep darkness. the moon was full, all the stars sparkling out. there is a native american burial ground on that mountain. i called out and the owls cried back haunting, resonating through t...

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• a white ribbon of light extended from the sun

  January 2, 2012

   and fused with the hood of my car, guiding me down the road. i am so happy its resonating from within me.  this is perfect right now.  http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BL0aBId5hV8&feature=related

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• first 2012 entry . wow

  December 31, 2011

   my first entry of the new year, im sitting on my couch in my bedroom. a girl vomited on my bed tonight. i only just  met her tonight, she was wonderful, and i told her i have a girl crush on her, she  was wonderful. hhaa. but apparently she couldn't hold her liquor. damn.  su...

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• everything i have loved has turned to stone

  December 27, 2011

  I desire whiskey, and clove cigarettes, and empty kisses. That's my revenge. sad really. To think I could get someone back by drowning myself in sorrow and temporarily numbing myself. Funny thing is I can think about these things over and over again, obsess over them, but I never actually want th...

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