About me:
I am unfiltered, sarcastic, quick witted, harsh with my tongue, and while those qualities make me less desirable, I love just as hard. I'm soft spoken, I'm reserved, I'm quick to defend.
About my "diary":
She's a messy one. There will be no structure. If you struggle with control; this is not the place for you. If you enjoy a good, messy, soap opera of sorts - then grab your favorite beverage and sit back - you're in for a wild, and hopefully enjoyable ride.
Why now:
I'm hoping to heal and rebuild from infidelity. No reason to hide the elephant in the room. I am the "victim" of infidelity; and writing is my peace, it is my safe space, its non-judgemental, its raw.
A MUST READ
If you are someone that is following from my social media platforms:
1. If you choose to screenshot or share - by all means please do. If you think that these hard conversations/situations are not occuring in home first......
2. There will always be a disclaimer - be sure to include it with the sharing. As with any situation there are 3 (or more) sides to every situation and in this case you are hearing/reading one side - mine. No one else's matters to me.
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Everybody Plays the Fool
April 10, 2025
Continue Reading...Falling in love is such an easy thing to do And there's no guarantee that the one you love Is gonna love you
I swear this is literally the soundtrack of my mind..."Everybody Plays the Fool" - you know the song from maybe the late 80's, early 90's? Welp that's what is replaying…
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Shower Confessions
March 29, 2025
Continue Reading...Keep in mind these are thoughts that race through my mind when I'm alone, its quiet and I'm in the shower - hence - "Shower Confessions". _______________________________________________
Facebook Post Idea: Someone convince me NOT to text the whore - I know I should let things go. But s...
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A Queen Needs a “King” for Checkmate
March 29, 2025
I wish I could pin this post for easy reference - but here are the essentials in this game.Continue Reading... -
Cyclone of Bullshit
March 28, 2025
Within 24 hours of your affair being exposed you "promised" me that you were 100% in it, that you were going to try and give 100% to our relationship. It was you that wanted to fix the relationship and stay together. It was you that wanted to stay together, forgive and "forget". It was you…Continue Reading... -
A Playlist for the Exs
March 28, 2025
Without explanation one song dedicated to all of my exs. Note I had my first boyfriend in 1995 - my grade school sweetheart, who I did try and rekindle things with during high school. It didn't work - we were always in two different spaces. Also note my high school sweetheart I too tried to…Continue Reading... -
Remember When…..
March 28, 2025
Do you remember when we met? I do - it was briefly in 2001, little did I know that the chance meeting would be my future.... I was living in the dorms at EMU, you had come up with my boyfriend to party at the college level. We were introduced and you weren't thought of…Continue Reading... -
Love the Way You Lie
March 25, 2025
Never ever did I think that I would say I could relate to Eminem. YouTube decided I was in a place to feel my anger, my hurt, my betrayal. It teased me with Eminem's "Love the Way You Lie". I was taken a back, I replayed the song only the lyrical version. As the lyrics…Continue Reading... -
Untitled Since 2002
March 25, 2025
I've mentioned briefly that I'm an OG open diary writer I've also mentioned my desire to be an author.... I SO badly want to be a published writer. So much so that in 2002, I had a title for a novel - little did I know it would take 23 years to come to life.…Continue Reading... -
Time Heals
March 24, 2025
They say time heals all wounds.... but what is the time frame? I feel like I am slowly moving forward, I can't wrap my head around the fact that its already been a month; 30 days have passed. I feel like you - you think things are fine. I honestly have felt like the night…Continue Reading...
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