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• Repressed memories

  August 15, 2022

  I was shocked as an adult to find out that repressed memories are largely scientifically discredited. I was so shocked because I experienced repressed memories multiple times in my life. When I was 7 years old my family went to my grandmother's house for a holiday meal and I met my father's aunt ...

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• Rest in paradise Daddy

  July 14, 2022

  I lost my father this past Monday July 11th 2022. My mother and father met in the early 70s had eight children together and were married all the way until my father's death this past Monday. He passed gently at home with my sister and my mother by his side. My mother is a trooper…

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• 1995

  July 5, 2022

  In 1995 I was the victim of a violent home invasion. Three perpetrators bursted through my front door one evening and began attacking my boyfriend, my brother and I. They destroyed my entire apartment, robbed us and took our new puppy named Kilo. Our puppy Kilo was witnessed being thrown from the...

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• Puppy Love

  July 5, 2022

  As a volunteer for the local animal shelter I ended up fostering a 13-hour old orphaned puppy back in 2010. He was the size of a stick of butter. I named him Santino which means little saint. He needed me more than anyone ever had in my whole life. I bottle fed him every 3…

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• Childless Mother

  July 5, 2022

  I'm 45 years old, I have been married for over 20 years and I've never been pregnant. When I was a very young girl I didn't want to be anything except a wife and mother. My mother and father had eight children together. All of my siblings except for the youngest boy have children. Today,…

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• Ready to Write

  July 3, 2022

  It took me 45 years to realize that my mother was crazy and jealous of me... The oldest memories I have of my mother, I was maybe two or three and she was saying that I was ugly and seemingly enjoying making me cry hysterically. I remember her words hurt so bad because I loved…

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• how cool is this????

  October 15, 2020

  i thought the only way anyone will ever truly know me will be when they find my paper journals after my death. im super stoked to be able to anonymously decompress here.

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