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• 281. im leaving scotty

  May 28, 2013

   ive had enough of being treated like dog shit. i know the last time scotty and i spoke i was working. and he promised to call me at midnight with his private call bullshit. he did. and he told me he was waiting for me to come get him not even ten minutes away. i…

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• 280. At the moment

  April 15, 2013

  Guys who are constantly hitting me up for "company" And whatever other cruel intentions. Kyle Corey (scottys Co worker) Cory (okcupid dude) Scotty (still calling me) Nick (fays friend) I think that's it. -L

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• 279. distraught.

  March 20, 2013

   fuckkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk, my. life.

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• 278. one

  March 8, 2013

  im blank. i seem to be waiting patiently for this "talk" he wants to have. tuesday night i partied my ass off at fays. 4am he called me. surprised i was still awake.. and asked to see me. i brought him to fays. fay.. was not thrilled. but she went along because she knows the…

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• 276. pause

  February 21, 2013

  if only i could take things back. i feel so beaten down. just by everyone. work scotty parents court michigan money jail whore fucking random guys like a whore.. rikki.. the bitches and hoes. the douchebags.. the heartbreaks.. the tears ive shed out. the action the drama.. the misery. the pain. t...

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• 275. Broke

  February 19, 2013

  I just slept with someone I haven't slept with since five years ago. The condom broke. Fml he came inside.

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• 274. threats

  February 17, 2013

   well. for the first time in history i told scotty to fuck off. that im not scared of him. and his threats are sadly empty. i called him a bitch. i told him to go home to his bitch.  his only come back was im a whore.. and a slut. and he left me. you…

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• 273. Fuck

  January 25, 2013

  I fucked the married guy. Slash drug dealer. Scotty came up. I told him that were swingers... AFTER we fucked. Which was good. Yet weird. I'm so used to scotty. And now married guy wants to meet scotty. Joy. Another bang im sure. When will this sex life end? It's too crazy But scotty has…

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• 272. self destruct

  January 16, 2013

   i want to die. at this point in my life. i have nothing. my whole world has been flipped upside down. so i submit to scotty. and he stood me up. i went to jail monday night. charged with owi possession of marijuana and he seized my vehicle again. so second offense is 1800 which…

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