Recent Entries

• Anniversary…

  July 26, 2010

   Today would have been my 36th anniversary. It has been 14 months. My life has changed. Oh my goodness, my life has changed so much. I am a different person than I was then. Not by choice, and not in a way I would have chosen, but I am happy with who I have become.…

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• Another quick one of explanation….

  May 17, 2010

  So, one of the reasons that I haven't posted much or noted much, is that I'm having problems with my browser. I KNOW what the problem is, and I can fix it, it just takes time. When I was using my laptop almost all the time, because of where this desktop was located in the house,…

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• A quick entry…

  May 4, 2010

  Just a quick note to let people know I haven't fallen off the face of the earth. As many of you know, last week was the first anniversary of my husbands death. I survived and will write about where I am and how I'm doing soon.  I've been extremely busy with a move a selling a…

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• Life continues….

  April 16, 2010

  in the big city! I am beginning to get a bit more acclimated. Still not unpacked...have had some health issues these past few weeks. Actually, they were going on for awhile, but just found out for sure what is going on this week. I tore an abdominol muscle coughing almost two months ago, and...

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• Starting over…

  March 27, 2010

    I haven't written a public entry in a good long while, so I thought this would be an appropriate time to do so. Tomorrow will be 11 months since my life changed more drastically than it ever had before. Have y'all noticed that I tend to write the day BEFORE the anniversary of somethin...

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• My Valentine….

  February 13, 2010

  Well, it has been 9 1/2 months and I think tomorrow (which despite what my date says, is actually 30 minutes away) is the second to last "big thing" I have to get through this year. My husband and I rarely celebrated Valentines in any meaningful way, until the last few years. Probably f...

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• A brand new year…

  December 31, 2009

  Here is a warning...this is long, and much of it is a rehash of my life, and much of it doesn't make sense. Read at your own risk, but please don't read too much into it. I'm fine, I'm just like everybody else, often introspective at the beginning of a New Year. Plus, I think…

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• Merry Christmas!!

  December 24, 2009

  This will be quick. It is late, and how I'm typing this is not comfortable, but I want to wish all of my wonderful OD friends a very Merry Christmas!! I hope the day has meaning for you, whatever your belief system (or non at all) is, just for the joys of the day. The trip…

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• post suicide- 7 months…

  December 8, 2009

  I realized recently that I haven't written a public entry in awhile. And since I really do want to try and help some people realize that there IS life after a loved one commits suicide, I figured it was about time. It has been a little more than 7 months since my husband of almost…

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