Recent Entries

• I failed a nursing test for the first time

  February 6, 2012

   Well, Amir and I recently got married, and I have been busy busy busy with planning the wedding set to take place in June. I am super excited about our wedding in June. xD I was also in College Algebra up until a few minutes ago. I dropped it because I got a 68% on…

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• HE PROPOSED!!

  December 28, 2011

   Well, Amir proposed. I was absolutely shocked. Here's how the night went: He took me out to a beautiful bed and breakfast--coincidentally the same B&B to which we went on our first date. We got ready to go out for a night on the town. I wore a burgundy dress and a swarovski crystal neck...

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• The Sea and Me

  May 11, 2011

  A poem I wrote about Amir's eyes...     The Sea and Me   Rushing, whisp'ring wind and me, Sweeping hazel of the sea. Captured by the glints therein, Swimming from the depths, ascend.   Swirling, thrashing sea and me, Drifting top and still beneath. Placid here beneath the wave...

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• Dear overly-narrative classmate

  May 4, 2011

   Is it really necessary for you to announce to the entire class and/or surrounding area that you're not leaving your lunchbox at your seat? Why is it vitally important for us to know that you had chicken for dinner because you're trying to lose weight? Is it that you're so narcissistic that ...

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• wth…

  April 20, 2011

   Recently I've been dissed by my clinical group (the group of girls I go do my clinical time with at the hospital). Not really sure what happened but here's the deal: They've been posting pictures on Facebook of a group outing to which I wasn't invited. We all used to be really close, and it...

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• Yay for natural birth!

  April 19, 2011

   Today I watched my first live vaginal birth. I was assisting a mom during labor. I held her leg.. had a bird's eye view of everything. I wanted to cry when the baby came out. It was really amazing.  Gah... I feel like I've lost some of my poetic edge. (see above) I used to…

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• Why is the world like this? Why are we here?

  April 14, 2011

   Why is the world like this? Why are we here? Why do we have to die? What happens to us when we die? Where were we before we were born?  Well, honestly, I cannot say with any certainty. I don't think that most people alive really can. I can only guess at these things, just…

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• I watched someone die yesterday

  April 12, 2011

   and I watched someone come into the world yesterday.  It was an interesting day at clinicals. I am almost a LPN now. I can't believe how time flies. I feel as though I can definitely do the job (ability-wise). Emotionally, I don't know. I get so choked up when anything serious happens....

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• His PTSD… =/

  March 5, 2011

   He says that he doesn't have a problem anymore. I know he does. His mood swings are almost unbearable, so much so that I don't know if I can take it anymore. Three times today I had to avoid fighting with him. I had to say, "Okay, I know you're upset right now and you're…

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