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On the verge of a panic attack

March 7, 2021
I hate myself I hate myself for wasting so much time, why don't I learn from past experiences? I can't seem to work without cramming (my brian doesn't work at all when the due date is still far). So now, here I am, trying to squeeze in all the time I have just to finish…
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