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• do you have to be so strong?

  December 4, 2008

  Theres just to much that time cannot erase.... i wish the thoughts would die. i wish the pain would ease, i wish i could sleep. i wish the memories would just slow down long enough for me to catch up. i wish i didn't hurt so badly. deb keeps saying that i am not as…

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• a new flashback

  August 28, 2007

  i am a little girl. i am wearing pink sandals. they are small and a really deep shade of pink. they are my favorite sandals but they are starting to get too small. i am wearing a summer jumper. i hate this kind of jumper because it buttons in the back and it’s hard to…

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• I’ve Learned to listen through the silence

  August 20, 2007

  Between The Linesby: Sara Barielles Time to tell me the truthTo burden your mouth for what you sayNo pieces of paper in the wayCause i cant continue pretending to chooseThe opposite sides on which we fallThe loving you laters if at allNo right minds could wrong be this many times My memory is cru...

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• i will surely brake

  May 5, 2007

  the emptiness seems to keep creeping up, i keep shoving it back down but it creeps back up, up my spinal column, up through my intestine, up my throat and out my mouth in a silent scream that no one seems to hear, or even notice. my picture shows me smiling, but it's the perfect…

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• Like Her Body The World

  August 29, 2006

  LIKE HER BODY THE WORLD hit and hit and hit and hit and fallen getting up and trying to get up now one part is hitting another part wounding its flesh slicing its own veins breaking its bones but wait we are coming help is on the way now we are hitting the part that…

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• i got my nose pierced…pic included…

  July 30, 2006

          Did i tell you i got my nose pierced..check out this recent photo of me....yeah..check it out </

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• a dyke

  April 8, 2006

  i think i'm a lesbian. i don't think it would be the most terrible thing in the world but i dont know how to tell my mom. i mean i guess i've been dying to tell someone how i feel. i'm not sure if i'm attracted to women but i'm not relly feeling men right…

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• Flash Back (a poem)

  April 5, 2006

  Flash Backs (This isn't a poem about love)   This isn’t a poem about love And all its ups and downs But a poem about the fragility of glass Like that 50 gallon fish tank That cracked once filled Flooding the dining room, your love Drowned me This isn’t a poem about love Remember ...

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• The Messaiah- a poem

  March 19, 2006

  I bear the cross of lustlike the son of Goda child that was never supposed to bebut isor wasuntil the crucifixtionwhen you nailed me to the bedHammeringuntil the sheets were bloodyslowly, i diedI wasn't your messaiahnor your saviourso tell mewhy did i have to payfor your sins?

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