My name is Annie, I have two beautiful children (15 and 7) and a beautiful bonus daughter (9). I started this for my own healing during my divorce journey and I'm praying it helps someone else on theirs too. We can go through this journey together. We can cry together. We can yell together. We can heal together. Most importantly, I love Jesus, so my journey is going to be full of Him also.

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Day Thirty-Nine: Healing

June 27, 2024
I'm pretty sure this is day 39... I kind of lost track with not doing this daily anymore. Not much has changed since my last entry. He's still putting in the work. We're still going to therapy every week. We're still working on healing and doing devotionals together and he's going back to church ...
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