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• Change

  May 14, 2006

  When did life become so difficult all over again?

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• Sometimes I feel stupid

  October 5, 2005

  I feel really stupid when I go back and look at some of the stuff I've written in here, like the last couple entries blah. Kenny and I were engaged for like....a month, then everything went down hill, but yah, um...I didn't love him..I kinda just hoped that I did, and that sounds so bad,…

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• You just know it..

  July 24, 2005

  I've always figured that I was gonna be the girl who got married right out of high school, or not too long after. My life I figured would involve me getting married to my high school sweetheart(so that part went wrong lol), and moving to some nice friendly town, somewhere I've never lived before,...

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• I’m better than you

  July 22, 2005

  Hey! I haven't written in a while, I've been super busy. But everything is on the up and up. Andy is, I realized for the 2nd time, the biggest douche bag I've ever met. And I realized finally that I'm in love. And it feels natural. Its a love that just dawned upon me, because I…

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• Surveys are sex

  July 13, 2005

  ------------------GENERAL INFO------------------ *Starting Time: 12:36 am * Name On Birth Certificate: Melissa Sue McCoy   * Nicknames: Melly, Missy, Lissa, Lissy, Missa, Melville, Graham Cracka, Slut. lol jk   * Star sign: Gemini   *Birthstone: Pearl   *School: ...no school *...

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• I’m walkin on sunshine

  June 28, 2005

  So I got a call tonight from Andy while I was at the bar for karaoke. It was pretty nerve-wracking. Cause he was like I just got your message...the myspace one...and I was like I figured then he was like ok I wanna be honest with you and I was like oh dear god this…

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• I wish you luck

  June 27, 2005

  I don't know what to do....I don't know why he has this effect on me. I don't know why even after what happened before he's the only one I want. Signs point to him wanting to be with me, sometimes...and others I'm just left speechless with no answer as to what he wants...but in his…

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• I’ve given up

  June 24, 2005

  I've given up on trying to update all my readers, yes I'm talking about you guys Becker and Brandon lol, about my love life. Because...hey..it changes daily. I'm single again. And probably am making a big mistake. Not by breaking up with Brent, because even though he treated me exactly how I shou...

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• The times keep changing

  June 18, 2005

  First off I guess I will say that I have a new boyfriend....ignore the previous entry, Andy's a douche bag and I don't feel like talking about it anymore. I'm tired of it and I wish nothing had happened, I wish Andy and I would have just been friends. But I guess out of the…

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