Recent Entries

• Been a hot minute

  April 1, 2018

  I don't know why, but I got to thinking about this site today. Last entry was 2004.. It's now 2018. That's 14 years holy shit. I'm a mother now. I've got a 5 year old daughter. I can remember this being an outlet as a teen. Reading back over my high school experience is kind…

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• A Look Into The Past

  November 28, 2013

    Holy Cow, I can't believe it's been so long. I know no one really reads these anymore, but I still love writing and decided to write. After I had read a few entries and thought to myself, "Wow, I'm so different."   I always thought I hadn't changed too awfully much. But in t...

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• And it all rests on me..

  September 11, 2010

  For some reason, my mother believes I need to be her rock, her nurse, her maid, her best friend yet not, her everything and sometimes I just cannot be that... She's had some major run ins with health lately. A lung cancer scare, though she could have it. She's got a large calcified thin...

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• Remember Me/ Roommate 3

  May 1, 2010

  I just watched Remember Me with Robert Pattinson, and I've got to tell you it is an amazing movie. Great script, decent acting. The ending, though I already knew how it ended, devestated me! It was perfectly done. Robert just captivated me. I kept thinking of Edward Cullen at first, wondering whe...

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• When it’s time to move forward

  March 6, 2010

  Firstly, my roommate UP AND MOVED OUT!! Yup. Without ANY notice like a month back. I came home and all her crap was gone. It wasn't until that night that she snuck in and left a note on the counter saying "I moved out." Really?? I just thought you were havi...

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• NEVER get a roommate. Esp if you’re a girl

  January 26, 2010

  Its funny, because the only reason I even got a roommate again is BECAUSE I'm a girl, for safety reasons. But man do I WISH I was alone.  One rule. Dont live with someone much younger than you. I'm 23 and my roommate is 19. BIG mistake.  So, I'm behind on paying...

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• Giving up friendships, obsessions no good fathers

  November 21, 2009

  Its really hard to give up things you love to gain something greater. This was NOT an easy lesson to learn this past, oh, few weeks/months.  First of all, my two BEST friends, I told goodbye to a few weeks back. Maybe we've reached the month mark by now, I'm not sure. I m...

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• Knowing when its right and when its wrong

  September 20, 2009

  Today i went in for a day of training at the daycare, pretty excited at the prospects. I mean, working at a daycare you get to play with the kids, get paid for it, and have your nights and weekends off, and getting holidays off was easy since kids are generally gone. Well, turns out…

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• Night out at Buffalos w/ my theatre

  September 12, 2009

        Let me start off by saying, I'm am going to work on either having a special air filter to breathe through, or making them quit smoking. They all smoke, and I cant stand it. It made me nautious and gave me a headache.          Anywa...

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