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• 2/8/21: Travel day

  February 8, 2022

  Today I spent 8 hours on a bus traveling with my team to our championship meet. It was the longest ride ever! It was terrible because I felt so sick and nauseous the whole time. I tried to work on homework but was unsuccessful. I just could not focus because I felt so sick. The…

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• 2/7/22: Hard day

  February 7, 2022

  Today was a hard day for me. My boyfriend came to visit for the weekend and it was really hard to say goodbye to him. We just hugged and cried for an hour. I hate saying goodbye. It makes my heart break in half. It makes me really miss home and my family. I have…

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• 1/29/22: Snowed in

  January 29, 2022

  There was a big storm today, so all campus activities were canceled. This was hard for me because I fill my weekends with work, but it was canceled. I do not like having a lot of free time because I get lonely and sad. I went out in the snow earlier with some girls from…

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• 1/24/22: Leaving again

  January 24, 2022

  Today has been and is going to be a really hard day. I am currently on the train back to school from home. It was so hard saying goodbye to my parents, boyfriend, and dog. I am trying not to cry as I type this post. I hate saying goodbye, it just sucks. I am…

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• 1/22/22: Getting better

  January 22, 2022

  Today was actually a really good day. It was the first one I have had in a while. I had a swim meet and I did relatively well. I did not go great times, but my technique felt good which I have been struggling with. My coach said I did well which made me feel…

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• 1/18/22: Rejected

  January 18, 2022

  Today started as a good day but ended as a really crappy one. I was planning on getting an off-campus house with these girls I have been messaging with for the past week. We met in person and talked about it all and it went really well. I was so excited and signed all the…

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• 1/17/22: Feeling hopeful

  January 17, 2022

  Today was a weird day. I worked, went to a job interview, had swim practice then had a team dinner. I have been trying to connect with my teammates more, so I asked a girl if she needed a ride to the dinner and she said yes. It was nice to talk to her for…

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• 1/16/22: Obsessed

  January 16, 2022

  I always tend to get obsessed with something then I cannot sleep or rest until it is fulfilled. Once it was getting a new phone, then it was getting a cat, now it is getting a Nintendo switch. I know I should save my money but I have been wanting one and now I cannot…

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• 1/15/22: First Entry

  January 15, 2022

  Hi! I am starting this online diary to share my experiences and struggles as a college freshman. It has been a really hard school year for me. I moved 4 hours away to go to college. I have always been a homebody, so this was very challenging. In the first semester, I excelled in my…

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