Recent Entries

• Lone Wolf

  August 2, 2007

  It's gotten to the point where I really don't even know what i'm looking for anymore. By most accounts I have a pretty good life these days. I make a pretty decent salary, live in the coolest town in my state, am active and social, see my family more. Really all good things. I've been…

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• Static Unpredictability

  June 8, 2007

  It's weird. I'm actually more settled now than I have been in years... which is a good thing. But i'm feeling like i'm missing some component of unpredictability in my life. Could it be that the very thing I rail against is what makes me who I am? I've now lived in the same town…

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• Muse for a moment

  May 7, 2007

  I'm feel slightly more inspired.... finally! I moved last weekend, and I think that was hanging over my head more than I realized. Now that i'm re-settled for the next year, it's allowed me to focus solely on job-hunting. That's really the only thing I have to do these days, which is nice. Also, ...

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• Malaise of springtime days

  April 23, 2007

  I still haven't quite figured this one out. I have absolutely nothing to do these days, and yet I do absolutely nothing. It makes a little too much linear sense. This is the reason deadlines and time pressures exist. People need these constructs to act in a temporally rational way. Take today for...

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• WTC

  April 21, 2007

  Well, I just got finished watching World Trade Center, by Oliver Stone. It was very emotional, and really brought back a lot of memories from that day for me. I had almost forgotten how great an impact 9/11 had on my life. You don’t forget, but it fades into the background. That day shatter...

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• Mental Freeze-Frame

  April 18, 2007

  Well, I never did figure out the questions to my answers, but I guess that's what life is all about. Today finds me living just outside of NYC in Hoboken NJ. I turn 24 next month. I am unemployed, voluntarily. I'm living off the money I made while sacrificing heart and soul for a corporation…

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• 4/14/07

  April 13, 2007

  I didn't realize this diary was still active... so I had started a different one about 2 weeks ago, accompanied by my typical emotional outpouring that signifies the start of a diary. I only start diaries when things are bothering me....I'm currently undecided as to which diary I will be continui...

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• 4/9/07

  April 8, 2007

  ...bump...

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• Chaos….as usual

  January 15, 2006

  Not sure why I am writing. Usually I have a real focus for these entries. I just feel that I should write tonight. I decided to accept the job in NY, and will be moving there at the end of the month. That means things are totally crazy for me right now. I have to…

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