hii! my name is Rui. i'm 15 yrs old (2.oct 2009) and i’m mentally ill, i feel like no one listens to me so i decided i would make this (¬､¬) i'm happy to meet anyone here, no matter who you are : )

likes: criminal minds, rhythm games, art, music, dancing (i take classes!), manga/anime, true crime, vocaloid, alien stage, vtubers++

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my parents

March 19, 2025
tw for some triggering things ig i've been wondering for so long if how my parents are treating me is normal. like yeah, they have some flaws that every parent does here and there, but some of these got me wondering. like the one time my parents decided they'd punish me when they found out…
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  • school – friends
    March 18, 2025
    going to school everyday is so tiring, especially when you don't even have friends there! sitting in class while watching everyone else have fun with their friends actually hurt so much. i don't know how to make friends either since i'm really bad at being social due to anxiety. the only friends ...
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