Recent Entries

• Reboot

  June 17, 2013

        I feel my brain rewiring itself, coming to terms with new concepts and definitions. I had an emotional nostalgic moment this morning brought on by a random song that came up on my Pandora station. It was playing during this truly beautiful moment that happened when I was abou...

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• Better

  June 3, 2013

        I should have written last night or this morning when I was feeling on top of the world. Well, maybe not quite on top but I had a better view than usual. This was due in part to getting an amazingly restful night’s sleep which is a rarity these days. But even…

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• Misc.

  May 16, 2013

      Been awhile, I know. I do what most people probably do. I think about things I’d like to record but the urge to actually open up a laptop or switch on the PC just doesn’t strike me.   Things have been mostly really good. I had a stint there of nightmares but it…

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• Tense

  May 3, 2013

  Is there any way to type on the mobile site and have normal line breaks without using HTML code? I'd probably write more but that annoys me. I'm so tense and anxious lately. This happened to the extreme after my dad's parents died last year. It's not to that level yet but I feel it…

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• Part 2

  April 22, 2013

  I left off at Tuesday but it’s been so many days since I last tried to write that I’m afraid my memory is going to be pretty severely tarnished. I’ll give it a try regardless. Tuesday Uneventful. My aunt and uncle took me out to a local place for breakfast. They make their gravy like…

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• Surreal, Part 1**

  April 18, 2013

        I started an entry recording the surreal events of the last week. Windows decided it needed to restart. I told it to fuck off. It agreed but not before force closing Firefox and thus erasing a half hour's worth of text. OD saved the first paragraph.  I'll try again in Wo...

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• Blah*Edit

  April 9, 2013

  I just want to cry. Mamaw was better and stable. Now all of a sudden she's talking out of her head and her respirations are weird. O2 stats are good so Mom is lost as to what's going on with her. Unless she stablizes we'll be canceling Mom's visit. Rescheduling it rather for when the…

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• Bookmark Bullshit*

  March 19, 2013

  Though I've definitely had the urge to write I keep getting pissed off at OD's inability to update my bookmarks list. I keep finding updates from favorites, significant ones, that I wish I'd known about days ago. And I'm so lazy. I feel the fatigue coming back from the first trimester. I have a c...

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• Adventures in Pet Ownership

  March 3, 2013

      Last night I dreamed that my oldest dog, Bruce, took a notion to crap all over my bedroom (my teenage bedroom for some reason) and I missed my anatomy scan (which is actually tomorrow) because it took so long to clean it all up. I woke up with a jolt as I felt Zac…

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