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• Streams

  March 27, 2020

  I didn't even realize my body could still produce this many tears.

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• Broken.

  July 9, 2018

  I'm 29 now and feel more jaded than ever. I had a man who loved me to the moon And back and would literally do anything for me. I ended it because I didn't love him. How the fuck couldn't I love him? Now I've got a new man and I should be all butterflies…

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• heartbroken

  August 22, 2013

  the man who has loved me the most in my life can't be with me. because of the military. it breaks my heart. he wants me to try to move on but I don't want to. he's in my heart. he will always be in my heart

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• 01/11/2011

  January 10, 2011

  it's been awhile since I wrote last and basically nothing has changed. I'm still unemployed and I'm single. I have a cat now. She was a stray that was chilling by my house. I took her in and named her Fluffy because she has a lot of fur. my dad's going overseas to afghanistan like…

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• 08/15/2010

  August 14, 2010

  life is life. and i hate it. i'm done with school. i've graduated and i haven't had any damn luck finding a job. It's depressing the shit out of me. sitting at my computer 8,9,10 hours a day doing nothing. I'm bored of being bored. I'm also bored of being alone. I haven't hung out…

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• 07/11/2010

  July 10, 2010

  I'm here and still alive. more of less depending on the day. I graduated from college in may. I now have a B.A. and no job yet. I wish i could find a job, i'm so bored sitting around everyday. my parents are still super anal if I want to go out and I have…

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• 04/15/2010

  April 14, 2010

  I want to kill myself

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• 01/20/2010

  January 19, 2010

  Here’s a little story I’ve gotta tell Bout this boy I know so well Back in the day was cool and all Fell in love, I fell in love Thought he was the one for me Other boys I could not see And look what happened to our love I’m like how could it be?…

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• life update

  January 18, 2010

  I decided to write a life update. I haven't written in a little, so I decided. I just got off a very long break for winter. It was about a month long. too long. I spent a majority of the time very boring. I saw some of my friends once. then i decided to go to…

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