I've been writing most of my life and this particular diary has been with me for almost half of that time.

"If home is where the heart is, then I live in my upper chest"

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Inherent

March 21, 2025
As a straight white man, I cannot fully trust my heart or my mind. Even when they seem like they are finally in the right place, I learn that "the right place" could still be a place of evil in different form. I don't want sympathy. I want a better world for everyone. I want…
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