I've been writing most of my life and this particular diary has been with me for almost half of that time.

"If home is where the heart is, then I live in my upper chest"

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No words.

April 17, 2025
Every day I see another story of heart break and losing hope... Another death. It surprises me to see there was ever hope to begin with. But there are still no words that can lift grief or invoke security. Saying I'm sorry for your loss, or that I hope you stay safe, seems unbelievably trivial&he...
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  • No more.
    April 17, 2025
    "There is a time when the operation of the machine becomes so odious, makes you so sick at heart, that you can't take part! You can't even passively take part! And you've got to put your bodies upon the gears and upon the wheels ... upon the levers, upon all the apparatus, and you've got…
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  • Poser
    April 9, 2025
    The following is my reaction to someone saying we should kidnap children as forms of resistance to the current political narrative.   If you're in a punk band that claims they are influenced by bands from the 90s, but then you talk shit about Operation Ivy (one of the most influential punk b...
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  • Picking sides
    April 2, 2025
    I once watched a documentary about the largest wolf pack in Yellowstone. They rolled pretty deep and were a highly successful pack. If I remember correctly, shortly after their leader died, a rogue wolf lack attacked their dens, cutting the pups off from their mother's and waited for the pups to ...
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  • Spiral
    March 28, 2025
    Sometimes it is difficult not to spiral, thinking about death. Even though I've only seen 3 dead bodies with my own eyes, I think about the pictures of dead Palestinian children. Then I remember the starving children in Sudan. Then I remember children being murdered in schools here every year. Th...
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  • Rumors of my demise
    March 28, 2025
    I have to do more no matter what. You can come with me if you want, but I'm going to do what I can even if it puts my privilege at risk in multiple ways. It's time to push harder than we ever have. No more donating to only puppy charities, but also to our…
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  • Radical
    March 25, 2025
    I wonder when having empathy made you a radical human. I read Parable of the Sower as a child and become very interested in the idea of hyper-empathy. I did not know that practicing and holding space for empathy was radical then, nor did I know how important it would be now. Sometimes it seems&he...
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  • Palestine
    March 24, 2025
    I'd be lying if I said there are no words to describe the situation occuring in Palestine. But there is one: genocide. There is no people, nor country, in the world that can survive a US-backed military. We know what the Final Solution is for the Palestinian people. We know how this ends. So I'm&...
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  • Inherent
    March 21, 2025
    As a straight white man, I cannot fully trust my heart or my mind. Even when they seem like they are finally in the right place, I learn that "the right place" could still be a place of evil in different form. I don't want sympathy. I want a better world for everyone. I want…
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  • Imagine
    March 18, 2025
    One day I can imagine a world in which children will not live in fear. Imagine a world in which fearful children do not grow into weak adults. Imagine a world in which weak adults do not make dangerous decisions. Imagine a world in which deciding to drop bombs on children won't be a choice.…
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