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• Just Woke Up

  September 17, 2022

  I just woke up, and I already have a lot of anxiety.

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• Obsessive Intrusive Thoughts about dating

  September 17, 2022

  Fuck this shit I'm taking antipsychotics!!!

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• This is why I dont socialize

  September 17, 2022

  I tried to make friends, but they push me away because I'm not perfect, because I don't follow trends, because I'm not their stereotype, because I don't have the same music taste as they do, because I only like underrated artists, because I like underrated tastes, because I'm not the type to foll...

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• Can they blame me? I’m suicidal

  September 16, 2022

  Can they blame me for acting hyperactive and going wild talking too much? I was known for being annoying and instead of having to criticize me, they acted extremely toxic towards me like a goddamned nazi trolling on Reddit and 4chan. Have people have no shame? Acting like this? The reason for my ...

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• They Want Me To Shut Up

  September 16, 2022

  My hyperactivity is my coping mechanism with my depression and anxiety. I talk too much, I move around too much, and I never stop or shut up about everything I am doing all at once. And people on the Discord Server seems to hate that, they hate me. I just want friends, I'm just being…

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• Entry #??!?!!?!? I forgor lmao

  September 16, 2022

  So anyway, last night, I was ugh... something happened and it's so hard to remember yet so hard to forget. Then, ever since, it made me emotionally numb like a robot with no emotions at all for the entire night and couldn't sleep. Then, I woke up positive and productive, then I slowly went up&hel...

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• Entry #5 Manic Psychotic Episode

  September 16, 2022

  I was on an online discord server for "yanderes". I'm not sure if I am one, but anyway- I keep talking too much, typing too much, spamming too many messages of everything I want to say. I can't control it. Was it the caffeine? Was it the trauma from last night? Well I don't know…

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• Entry #4 Doomer To Joker

  September 16, 2022

  The generation of our society "are" beyond help. And I am afraid to admit I am one of Gen Z. Just one more year older I'm already a Millennial. I can't seem to fit in anywhere between the two as an early Gen Z. Generation Z's perspective of "LOVE" is stupid. And our generation is…

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• Entry #3

  September 16, 2022

  If I want a stalker, she would be obsessed with me, and she'd be crazy just like me. I want to have someone where I don't have to be alone for being crazy all the time. Society doesn't understand me, so they reject me from their community. I'm an outcast to the world, and feel…

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