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• Election

  October 4, 2010

  .   A momentary glance out of the soot smeared window towards the lake over the various kinds of roofs of this architecturally diverse steel town.  Most of the trees are already bare and only a few hold onto the last vestiges of summer vaguely obvious in their summer sunshine yellows.&n...

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• figuratively and allegorically shot

  September 16, 2009

    Diary, I know it’s hard to believe but after an absence from O.D. I find I have once again begun a new financial endeavor, let’s say yes, indeed.  I am no longer the concierge of fuck, left Kyle in charge of Sector Exe, as a matter of fact.  Things kind of went pear s...

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• 07/28/2009

  July 27, 2009

  "There are times in our lives when we must make choices based more on instinct than intellect.  Often, the soul recognizes its choices before the rational mind has time to process the information."    Wake up, Neo.  The Matrix has you.  Follow the white rabbit. ...

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• to live without the sound

  May 5, 2009

    to live without the sound     As the dew drops down your orchid finger tips and glistens on the tip of your tongue.   I wake to find us kissing and I gladly bid that fond farwell.   Too many memories between us now to live without the sound of your breath. Too many...

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• frequent screaming, jerking

  May 5, 2009

  Dear Mister you should have been a Lawyer (Diary):   As per the case of Daley versus Society we have Affidavit D/019621501 being submitted to you for your approval.     So I’m going to make my case for why I don’t have post traumatic stress disorder triggered by either ...

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• one that won’t make me quit

  May 5, 2009

  My Dearest Diary:   So…went to my first therapist appointment yesterday for post traumatic stress disorder.  I hate talking about myself and I hate watching the look of incredulity cross their face.   “Once there was a way to get back homeward Once there was a way to g...

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• ptsd

  April 22, 2009

  my ministry of labourr representative called.... and so it begins   it's an odd place to know there's this vague hostility brewing just for me.  it's a weird feeling to know it might not go anywhere and that i'll feel stupid and have to walk it off.   it makes my stomach sick to kn...

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• 04/16/2009

  April 15, 2009

   Please….. Diary Let me begin by mentioning that you’re always as saccharine sweet and fit for human consumption as any one person is humanly possible of. You’re one of those guys that just never looks bad. Regardless of some of your more abstruse fashion alternatives, the...

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• Trivial Pursuit

  April 15, 2009

  I guess I am of the opinion that most men, and I mean that in the biggest paintbrush you can imagine kind of way...  But most men like sexual ruts.  As a matter of fact they don’t call it a rut they call it finding their groove, for crying out loud.  My partner’s no dif...

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