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• appointments have been made and…..

  January 18, 2024

  I am trying to be very proactive where this tumor is concerned.  It really scares the daylights outta me to have it.  i know that pancreatic cancer is  not often curable. They did that blood test for it, and the test was negative, i do not have the pancreatic cancer antigen .  I will have…

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• Am I keeping up with it?

  January 17, 2024

  Not as well as I wanted to.  I keep thinking I need to go to the ER and be evaluated for diverticulitis. I had it at the end of November. The cat scan showed a pancreatic tumor.  They kindly pushed me out the door and told me to call my doctor for a special type…

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• My First, First!!

  January 6, 2024

  I'm proud of myself for being able to put myself and granddaughter first.  I told my oldest daughter that i would not watch my grandson for her, if she has to become a inpatient in the hospital. She has mrsa. She has it in her breast as first diagnosed as Mastitis. She has been very…

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• Happy New Year

  January 4, 2024

  I saw the New Year in. Welcome 2024. I am ready for a great new year. The last year had its moments. too many. This year, 2024, will be a year of firsts.  I think that every other week i will do something i have not done before, or alone on my own. I don't…

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• lowest of all

  November 23, 2022

  Happy Thanksgiving I must confess, this is the first time i have ever thought seriously about ending my time on earth. I know my family would smile.

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• Helpppp

  September 19, 2021

  Hellos out there in diary land. I was to get a copy of text messages off my phone and onto an entry and I do not know how. Can someone help teach me please?

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• Life takes a bite, twice in a week.

  September 18, 2021

  Poor Tucker cannot return to school until the 23rd. That is next Thursday. twice this weekend i have been quarentined for exposure to COVID 19.  I sure hope there isnt a set back in his learning. i sure ope there isnt a set back socially.  which is ironic seeing he has tendencies to be a…

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• Getting settled in the new school year.

  September 17, 2021

  I am thankful for in person learning this school year. It had been a year and a half since I’ve had a break. The first week or 2 I was so tired and I was able to get some rest. I was depressed, it will come and go. I can deal with that. I cut…

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• Some days, and other days.

  September 14, 2021

  I went to the hospital this morning. Abigail was happy to see me.  I became very concerned when she told me her heart enzymes were still going up. The nurse came in the room a few times. Abbie was heavy on the call button. the cardiologist came in. I had him as a doctor when…

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