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• Words

  August 19, 2008

  Answers, To all the questions but my own. What seek you, I can lead anyone, Anyone but myself. Answer any questions but my own. Words that lift up so many, Only ring hollow upon my ears. They don't care for the words, Empty promises, It's the feeling behind them they grasp. I can't do the…

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• Life by Song

  July 2, 2008

  Music, Beautiful sound, There is nothing I love so much. A siren would have once found me an easy target, And did once before. Even now it takes an effort not to be swayed by a sweet song. Would be too much trouble to fall, But that doesn't keep it from touching me, From leading…

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• Hug?

  June 26, 2008

  Repetitive. Unbroken. Hollow. Echo. No sorrow, Just nothing. Not sad, Not angry, Just lonely. Don't want the warmth, Don't want the touch. Don't need another regret, What I could really use, But cannot seem to find, Is just two arms, Two arms that would put themselves around me. Just a hug, Simpl...

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• Can’t do this alone.

  February 29, 2008

  Gone.Gone.Everyone gone.Everywhere I look,Nothing,No one.Left all alone,Cannot fault anyone,No one but myself.No hand there to catch hold of,No one there to save me.I'm strong,But,I can't do this alone.Falling,Back into that dark place,Where there is nothing,Where I feel nothing.----------------C...

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• Resolution

  December 28, 2007

  Curious.Maybe it would not have been so bad,To have said this sooner.No what-if though,I said it.Now I know that there will be an answer,That was all I wanted,All I needed,Resolution.Could hurt,Could shine,Who knows, But at least I will not be sorry.I will accept it,And whatever it brings.No need...

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• Finally

  December 19, 2007

  Took so long,Just some simple words.What do I feel?Why is it so hard to say?Because I'm afraid.Afraid of what you will think.Afraid of what you will say.Cannot let the fear control me,Toss aside this wall,If the pain comes I shall have to welcome it.For if nothing else,This will be the death,Of a...

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• Just a little release

  December 8, 2007

  Seen too much to count myself afraid.Thought I could rise up from anything.Not sure what I think.Not sure what I feel,But I am afraid.Afraid of what might be,Afraid of what might not.Haven't seen them,Time passes on,What could have been different?Some say do not linger over the past,But what is l...

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• Fixed?

  June 27, 2007

  Fixed? ----------- Had spinal surgery for two herniated discs.     Done the whole recovery thing for a couple months now, and I am actually beginning to feel like myself again.      So to the few people who still look at this, expect some of my unique ...

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• Valentine’s

  February 13, 2007

  Those beautiful voices they sing.Speak your words to me.Siren's call,I throw myself out into the depths and drown,So many times over.Cup my face in your hands,And whisper those sweet words as you lift me up,"Stop loving me.""I never loved you."Then grasp my head and press it b...

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