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• 11/03/2013

  November 2, 2013

           tired of feeling so depressed  i started depression meds last thursday and i feel awful and my bf has noticed that im getting worse not better  

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• 10/20/2013

  October 19, 2013

           i need to find a job asap. i think the only thing i do really well is data entry. i do facebook well but noone will pay me to bitch on fb. i am recovering from my hysterectomy well. i am so ready to go back to work. i need a…

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• 10/11/2013

  October 10, 2013

           i was gonna write alot today but i just don't feel it right now..

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• 10/09/2013

  October 8, 2013

           just got to week five yesterday since having the hysterectomy.. not fun recovering. my emotions are wild and i cry alot. i think its my depression and anxiety killing me. i cry all the time.. i feel bad for the kids and joe i just dont know what to do. the…

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• 10/08/2013

  October 7, 2013

           im tired of feeling like a complete fsilure all the time    

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• 08/31/2013

  August 30, 2013

          its been so long  and itll be longer im having a hysterectomy on sept 3rd. please pray or toss good vibes or throw something at me lol.  

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• Dear God

  June 25, 2013

       Okay quick update... I quit my job and have only had one migraine since. I was on day 45 when i quit. we moved to heath to be closer to family and i can't seem to find a job i don't know if i am looking hard enough... i feel like shit no…

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• 4/8/2013

  April 7, 2013

   i hate caring about people!!    

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• 4/5/2013

  April 4, 2013

   ok so I know I need to start counseling I'm just scared. My mind holds a lot of scary secrets and is very dark. I've always tild myself that so that happened or this happened get over it but never thought I'd start having to reviele it to any one. Here is one this that…

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