Recent Entries

• 5/20/2013

  May 19, 2013

  So. An update. Not nearly so soon as promised, but here anyways. It will be short since I'm on my phone. The highlights: • Happy. Very. Unbelievably so. • That whole distance gives perspective thing? Completely true. • Met a nice girl back in April of last year. • Shes fantastic, her daughter is ...

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• That’s it. Right there.

  October 5, 2012

  Just had a moment of unfettered contentment watching my dog play in the back yard with my girlfriend's 7 year old daughter. Update soon.

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• awkward

  April 20, 2012

  Well.... I did something a week ago that I never thought I would do.  I signed up for an online dating service.  I asked a buddy about it first.  he met his girlfriend of about 3 years online, and I wanted to know what his experiences with it had been.  He had some good advice...

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• 4/11/2012

  April 10, 2012

  I'm finding myself becoming increasingly bitter over the place and circumstances I find myself in. That bothers me, because it's something that I've never been. I've always been a pretty easygoing person. Now I'm looking around me and I find nearly all of it lacking. I'm frustrated. I don't even ...

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• Lessons

  April 1, 2012

  I haven't the foggiest what to say. It's nearly 1am on the last day of my break, and I can't fall asleep. I dreamt of her last night. I know how cliche and stupid that sounds but it's true. We were on the run from zombies (no shit) and she was trying shoes on. Of…

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• blocked.

  March 19, 2012

  I'm trying.  I've been staring at the screen for a half hour.   Nothing comes.   This used to be so fucking easy...

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• Moving along

  February 20, 2012

  Not sure whether that trip to visit C was a mistake or not. It's was unpleasant, that's for sure, but I figured out what I needed to know. She cares about me but doesn't want to be with me. She deals with it by telling me that it could work someday. It's over, and I…

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• 1/23/2012

  January 22, 2012

   I've been pretty tense for the last few weeks. It's getting worse. Basically all day I have this tightness in my chest. I've never really been someone to be prone to anxiety. I've always just kind of rolled with the punches, taking whatever life threw at me. it's pretty bad right now actually. T...

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• In which Jeff becomes an uncle

  December 31, 2011

  My nephew was born today. His name is Taylen. My sister called me at 2:30 this morning to let me know she was headed to the hospital, so I got up and drove the two hours to the hospital to be there with her. He was born at 12:26pm and was 19.5" and 7lbs 5oz. …

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